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Happy New Year!!! Haha.. Though I'm a little bit late . Super late actually.. but I still forgive myself.

Well it’s still JANUARY! And this is my resolution for 2017 ;

1. Have a Baby

Indeed. Siapa yang sudah kahwin tapi tidak mahu ada anak sendiri kan? Ya.. sudah 10 bulan aku mendirikan rumah tangga with my lovely husband tapi belum ada rezeki lagi. Dari awal perkahwinan lagi, kami memang berharap sangat ada baby. Tapi kami percaya, semua itu kuasa Allah. Mungkin hati kita cakap sudah bersedia tapi sebenarnya Allah lebih tahu. Ketentuan Allah sentiasa datang pada masa yang tepat kan?

So, my plan for this ; Jaga diri, jaga kesihatan,elakkan tekanan, Doa.

2. Being a good wife.

Either being a good wife is not easy,i will ;

a)keep to communicate effectively with my husband,
b)keep our romance alive,
c)Being my husband's best friend,
d)Treat him with respect.
e)Give him his space. As a wife, it's important to understand that my husband has a life that's more than me. He has a family, friends, and colleagues who are also part of his life.

Yes. I need to take responsibility for his happiness: It’s exhausting trying to keep someone happy all the time. but i will try.

3. Resolve to make space to enjoy the things i loved.

like reading, writing, singing,play ukelele, take a picture,play with my cats.play chess , watch movies. it would takes a lot of time and a lot of energy. In order to be strong , i just need to give myself space to enjoy,Make time to go to a favorite place, spend time with family and friends, etc. i'd better make my time for this.

4. Keep update my Blog


5. Stay more organized.

As a worker, as a wife, as a housewife.


Hanya beli material yang i can't live without, wooo.. cause sometimes aku beli benda-benda yang aku sendiri tidak tahu untuk apa.. Good thing is, i have my husband yang boleh control my habit yang entah apa-apa ni..he knows what to do.. sebelum beli, dia akan tanya, "Perlu atau kehendak?" ; "Penting atau tidak?". tapi bila aku keluar ke mall sendiri.. that's the problem..hahaha.. aku boleh lupa semua benda secara tiba-tiba..

my plan for this case;
; try untuk tidak keluar sendiri.
; self control.

7. Keep Positive.

Dalam setiap benda; Depan mata or belakang mata. Just keep postive and avoid my negative thought.. I know i will. cause im great.. haha

Actually this is all about Consistency, Consistency & Consistency.. jadi, Semoga dipermudahkan.


kbai.

Assalamualaikum..



Pagi-pagi.. masa buat kerja.. aku berkhayal.. tengok-tengok gelagat student.. diam.. termenung.. ada sesuatu yang berlegar-legar dalam fikiran.. hati ni..tergerak sangat mau sambung belajar..
in my mind, macam ada 'white board'.. yang sedang ditulis about my plan to continue my study. Walhal aku sedang bekerja tu.. fuhh..

cari positif..
cari negatif..

at the end.. padam..padam .. padam..
dan aku terfikir untuk minta pendapat dengan individu yang terdekat dengan aku..individu yang terpilih itu adalah:

1. My husband
2. My parents.
3. My sister yang baru lepasan Spm dan sedang tunggu resultnya bulan March ni..haha

Majoriti yang jawab. Kalau aku mampu.. then why not???
Tapi bila difikirkan,kerja aku ni.. YES super YES. Memang sibuk.
i've been thinking about how to manage my time..

Ya betul.. Memang ada individu yang tidak berpendidikan tinggi tapi mampu berjaya.. aku percaya tu.. tapi itu kan rezeki masing-masing..kenapa mau bandingkan right??? answer me.
aku mau sambung belajar sebab that is already in my 'wishlist' sejak bangku sekolah menengah lagi..

haha.. dalam hati memang sangat-sangat mau.. tapi.. Aku masih berfikir sampai sekarang.. haha..
dan begitulah kisahnya..aku memang masih berfikir till now walaupun husband sudah izinkan.. and Yes. Aku memang overthinking.

This year or next year?? or next next year? yaaaahh.. im still thinking.

Aku tulis di sini pun sebab aku penat membebel melalui mulut.. so.. thanks for reading..


Kbai.