Haslina Kasbulah

Sumayyah - Hijjaz

Dalam diri selembut sutera

Kau memiliki iman yang teguh

Kau nyalakan obor agama dirimu bak lentera

dibelengu jahiliah kau tempuh dengan berani

Walau pun jasadmu milik tuan

Tetapi hatimu milik Tuhan

Padang pasir menjadi saksi

ketabahan keluarga itu

Tika suami dan anak dibaring mengadap mentari

Disuruh memilih iman atau kekufuran

Samar jahiliah atau sinaran akidah

Chorus

Sabarlah keluarga Yasir

Bagimu syurga di sana

Dan kau pun tega memilih syurga

Walau terpaksa mengorban nyawa

Lalu tombak yang tajam menikam

jasadmu yang tiada bermaya

Namun iman di dadamu sedikit tidak berubah

Darahmu menjadi sumbu pelita iman

Sumayyah kaulah lambang wanita solehah

Tangan yang disangka lembut

menghayun buaian

Mengoncang dunia mencipta sejarah

Sumayyah kau dibunuh di dunia sementara

Untuk hidup di syurga yang selama-lamanya

Kaulah wanita terbaik, sebaik manusia

Assalamualaikum buddyz..

My belly is definitely starting to show.

Food cravings: 100%!! Other than my growing (daily) belly, the one thing that helps me know I'm pregnant is the fact that I'm hungry...all the time. Truly, I'm just a hungry woman. The funny thing about my pregnancy food cravings is that when I think of something I want it right that moment. 

Case in point: I saw someone with a vanilla ice cream cone on TV, my thought: "I want some vanilla ice cream like that right now!" 

 Later on I thought I smelled sausage, my thought: "I want some sausage right now!" so, that must be "Right now!" and the victim to find that food is my husband. Ha ha..

if i don't get it, i will cry!!

Symptoms: The morning sickness thankfully seems to be gone –but still there. But I don't have all of my energy back yet...at a certain point in the day I need a nap! I also need to eat every few hours otherwise I get cranky. I am also suffer from back pain. maybe cause of my weight increase.

Happy or moody most of the time: 

Depends on the time of day and whether there's food in my belly! Ha ha ha! This last week has been difficult for me, emotionally and physically. Besides the fact that I cry suddenly, I’ve also had some pretty serious mood swings. I have no idea how my husband handle me.. THANKFULLY, my guy is as easy-going as he is. My husband never let me sad. If I was out of control, he would slowly make me calm. in his own way. Love him so much.

Although he was at work, I'm still going to look for it. honestly, I’ve crying when my husband meeting until late at night and I have been living alone . Maybe other people thought I was too clingy. but is it right for a pregnant wife who was left alone at night ??? answer me. Haaaa.. but do not worry, all 're done. do not think I'm spoiled, you will feel me later on when you're pregnant babe. ha ha. If possible, I just want to be with him 24/7.

Sleep: Early than usual. But difficult to find my position to sleep. Yet, my husband always massaging me before bed... And it makes me fall asleep easily. Thanks a lot my husband.

I seriously cannot believe that I'm almost out of the 1st trimester already. I feel like I just found out that I’m pregnant, like yesterday. so busy all the time, that I usually have to check my pregnancy app to even remember how far along I am.

Best moment of the week: ↯

Hearing my baby's heartbeat at our first prenatal appointment !!

Overall Alhamdulillah.. I'm happy to face my beautiful new experience. 

Please Pray all is well babe.

K bai.

Assalamualaikum buddyz..

fuhhh.. its been a long time I did not post anything here.. haha..

But today mau belanja sikit my cover..

Just Fall in love with this song after watch 'Kalbu pun Berzikir'

Bisik.

lagu: fynn jamal / @agcoco

lirik: fynn jamal

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verse 1

hai tuhan dengarkanku

ada yang mau ku minta

hanya kau yang termampu

sedang ku tak berdaya

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pre-chorus:

tolong bisik padanya

semua akan sentosa

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chorus:

hai tuhan yang indah

kau saja yang aku serah

bilangkan usah rindu

pesankan aku tunggu

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verse 2

moga semua terima

moga semua bersedia 

pujukkanlah mereka

bila aku tiada

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pre-chorus:

tolong bisik padanya

semua akan sentosa

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chorus:

hai tuhan yang indah

kau saja yang aku serah

bilangkan usah rindu

pesankan aku tunggu

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outro:

tolong bisik padaku

semua akan berlalu

Assalamualaikum and Hello babes,

and more sweets ways that he made, but maybe it will be the story in my next entries? hehe

Overall i feel blessed. 

Alhamdulillah.

I’m safe and that’s all that matters.

k bai.

Assalamualaikum and Hello babes,

for now, I focused on eating well and rest enough..

Stay tuned for more!

k bai.